I think too much. I think that’s how I became a sensitive
person. I think if I stop thinking too much, somehow my life would be easier, lighter.
But where should I start, I wonder.
Should I begin with not thinking too much when I’m going to
make a decision. But how could I know that I will take the right path? Or I’m
not supposed to know it before I gone through it. You can always predict what
will happen, can’t you? Of course it’s not going to be 100% right. Hello, I
think that’s why it called prediction. Am I doing it again? Thinking too
much. Urgghh!!! What should I do?
Should I stop questioning my ability, my heart, and myself?
Yeah, I think that is a good start. Remembering what Gandhi once said, that if
you want to change the world, starts from yourself. But, how in the world
should I stop doubting myself?
Should I stop thinking about what other people think about me? Should
I be oblivious about other people feeling? Should I build my own nest and live
there, away from everyone.
Think! C’mon think how can I be a happier person. I’m a dark
person and I tend to push away all the people around me. People who actually,
care and nice to me.
Think!!! Think!! Think! Think? I think that’s the problem. Stop
thinking and take action. Go out there, get my hand dirty and my T-shirt full
of sweats. Yap! That’s it. That’s the freakin answer, I think.
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