absolutely boring

Life is boring. Everything is boring. The faces are boring, even the prettiest. The water dispenser looks boring. The birds are chirping in a monotone and lazy tone, boring! My FB status is boring. The music is boring. This computer looks boring. The work is boring. My coffee tastes boring. Even the trees moving in a slow and boring movement.  The world is just a big, hot and humid boringness. Nothing less, nothing more. And I grew weary of it.

I don’t feel like socializing. I just wanna be with myself, and myself alone. Cocooned myself with this boringness of mine. Hibernate. Healing. Whatever you call it.

I couldn’t care more about what is happening around me. I have blocked myself with a concrete of selfishness without doors or windows for people to enter or to peek.

To hell with the world! Today I have given up myself to boringness. And not much that I can do to get everything back into the right place.

All I can do is waiting. Waiting in absolute boringness. And nothing is more painful than that.

Bosan Oh Bosan

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Dunia membosankan. Setiap hari begitu-begitu saja. Kenapa matahari harus selalu terbit dari timur dan tenggelam di barat? Kenapa tidak acak saja, jadi setiap hari kita harus menebak dari mana datangnya matahari. Kenapa juga sehabis terang terbit lah gelap? Kenapa tidak sehabis terang terbit lah lebih terang lalu baru gelap.

Bosan akut. Semua wajah tampak membosankan, bahkan yang paling cantik sekalipun. Aktivitas hari ini adalah pengulangan dari yang kemarin. Begitu saja setiap hari.

Bosan itu rasa yang aneh, lebih mengganggu daripada patah hati.