Unfixable

There are times when life feels so wrong.
Everything could have been better.
I realized it. But all is too late.
I can only regret it.

Shouldn’t say what I’ve said
Shouldn’t do what I’ve done
Shouldn’t deny what I’ve given
Shouldn’t fear what I’ve feared
Now, it’s unfixable

Sometimes I try to run away
Running as fast as my feet could swing
Then I would close my eyes
Hopping that I would get to a better reality
With you still in it

When then I open my eyes
Things are just the same
As tasteless and as meaningless
As the day when you out of my life

Shouldn’t say what I’ve said
Shouldn’t do what I’ve done
Shouldn’t deny what I’ve given
Shouldn’t fear what I’ve feared
Now, it’s unfixable